I love Camp Tecumseh. I really do. But I've been so moody lately as a result of little things. I get really upset when my campers don't respect me or don't listen to me, but I am so glad when devotions are super great. I get really sad when my girls don't talk to me, but so fulfilled when I get to have a real life talk with one girl. I get so upset when I get woken up by 45 guys chanting outside of my cabin at 6:17 in the morning, but am so amused by an apology note from the Buffalo Bros. I absolutely did not enjoy lake time today because of our LSD, but I guess it's probably a good thing because now I know what I really need to do if such a situation were to ever arise. It was fine. I just became real real familiar with the bottom of the Richard G. Marsh lake and almost threw up I was so nervous.
I wish I felt connected to my girls. I wish I already knew all about them and we could have a relationship. I wish they would tell me everything that's on their hearts and I could just listen and offer advice. I wanna sit outside and have life talks with these girls, but I just don't know how. I feel like I'm still learning so much as a counselor, and I understand that I have to wait to learn everything, but that doesn't mean that I still don't want to know everything right now.
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